I dug in to his bag of tricks
Fell for his abracadabra and his magic stick–
I didn’t mean to fall
I should’ve stopped after the first trip–
I didn’t believe in magic but I was infatuated with his–
I forfeited my womanhood
When he turned me into another bitch–
Participant in his freak show
Spell-bound off the tip
And more and them some–
I didn’t invent him
He was real but an illusion
Can you understand my confusion?
I need to get out this trance
I lost my stance–
I fell into his top hat
And in a snap got pulled out–
Now my heart is full of doubt
Was it magic or just tragic?
In the meantime I’ll just pull out
My rabbit…
-ChristinaDelCarmen