Betrayal

Fuck You To The Moon and Back

Fuck you to the moon and back
Till you reach a black hole…
Fuck you to the moon and back
Much more than the Milky Way aligned…
Fuck you to the moon and back
As dark as the universe is black…
Fuck you to the moon and back
Find your way during Mercury’s retrograde…
Fuck you to the moon and back
I hate you to the tip of the galaxy…
Either intensity of Venus or plant CoRot-7b
Oh my,
Fuck you to the moon and back.

-ChristinaDelCarmen

Dear Side-chick…

In the confinement of a motel room
Did you expect him to fall in love?
I know you hoped and prayed that someday
Love would develop from lust.

Even though you knew about me
You couldn’t use that to your advantage.
You took my flaws and tried to perfect them all
But your intentions were hand-crafted.

You were desperate to own a “man”
That wasn’t worth keeping.
Now all the disloyalty I dealt with
Is yours for the reaping.

You were an option—at best #2
But without him and I there was never a chance for you.
I bet he didn’t tell you about his chick down south
Making plans to be with her while he was nutting in your mouth.

When I tried to reach out to you
I wanted us to help each other.
But you sold-out your womanhood
A thirsty attempt to claim your lover.

You gave up your self-respect, dignity, and worth
For a man who would never consider putting you first.
If he could break down the woman who helped mold him
What made you believe you had the power to hold him?

But I owe you my life—
If I didn’t learn about you,
I would have been his wife.

If it weren’t for you I would’ve never been freed
And I would’ve wasted more time
On a man that never deserved me.

So I thank you for going the extra mile,
For doing all the things I wouldn’t—
And for making my man smile.

Thank you for sharing someone I only wanted to myself
Thank you for being the easy way out when I put him through hell.
Most of all I THANK YOU for making him realize what he lost,
And for you being the woman that was not worth the risk at all.

-ChristinaDelCarmen